for christmas

i would like:

a laptop from my parents.

and a circle scarf from my friends! black or red.(american apparel)

oh and i want someone to love me:D

there is so much more i want.
but i couldnt do that to ya!
the economy sucks ass!

I am a

natural born trouble maker.

weekends were made for....

fun.
this weekend....
im starting to actually say "lol"
as a word not an acronym.
its gay. im not proud.
kaka's house was so much funnnsters!!
friday i went to a cathedral game.
so many boys lilly would die for.
they lost in over time.
better than any damien game i have ever been to.
kaka's dog ran away, but come saturday morning.....
we recived a phone call saying someone found tobie!!!
i love her dog more than i love mine.
im down to two rolls of my 120mm film.
i have one color and one BW.
im saving the BW for last, i want to go to L.A. and finish it up.



Fires! Fires! Fires!
i hope my friends are okay!!!


and i hope there is no school tomorrow.
saturday night live was sooo funny,
thanks to justin.
ahah i have to get that clip on here.
im off to find the clip.

ahhh this weekend i missed out on yet another family outing.
from what i hear san diego was there best RV trip yet.
im so sad i missed out.

uuugggghhh.

i still cannot belive all of this.
she ditched me.
and now i still feeel as if i am under her reign of mind CONTROL.
shes soo drama.
cough cough*** ive known her for more than a decade.
she can still pull the strings from tenor more miles away.
im so glad she never came to my school.

sorry im ranting.
and getting angry for all to see.
and the past couple blogs have lead to this explosion.
when you bring family into this...

UUUGGGH.


k bye:D

uno

today my adventures consisted of:
playing with my puppy amadeus./ monster/ man eater/ woman lover.
painting with flower petals
photography.
and sharpie tattoos.
and endless hours of nothingness.

i wanted to hang out with a new friend,
but my mom miss understood me.
she thought i would be out all night.
WTF when did i say "all night"?
i said get some coffeeeeeeee!
jeez. freggin fun nazi.


i cant wait for my first sets of film to finally be developed.
im saving my B/W film for portraits.


faaack my neck is really itchy.
my newly cut hair irritates the hell outa it.

i need to give back some how/ way.

i need to live the way I WANT TO! not the way others want me to.
i have noticed this fault thanks to a few good friends and family.
the hard part is letting go of the person holding me back.
i havent spoken about this in a while...


yap well tomorrow i hope to chill with sam frannnds,
we'll cheellll while its chilly:D

love, pkillah

hmmmm.

i want new.
im tired of being told what to do.
allll the time.
i really dont give a faack!

im being really indecicieve right now,
my mom changed her mind about being picked up today.
i want to go out now..... im just being shy!!
ahhhh i should calll hem!

not yap yap, nap nap!

rawr,
i neeeeebbber go on anymore!
sowwies!
welll
today was a brilliant and wonderfull day.
hanging out with diego and brynn did me good!
i want to do so much this four day weekend!
ill prolly have some more interesting stories for everyone soonies!