wind

wind from the santa anas came in today.
it was blustery.
the cool priscilla comes out on windy days<33

thats all for today.

nothing major<3

fake frames and green beans

i wrote it out, typed it up. still the diction was incorrect.

my life repeats itself.
over and over the record spins.
i need to brake the cycle
its unhealthy.
i think i want to delete my myspace.

it sounds very reasonable. i have a cell phone with no texting. but im fine with it. the smallest things make me happy. i have a theory, walk slow and life will seem so much more interesting, and less hustle and bustle.( your legs dont giggle as much either :D) hahahaha


i love kim papa, this year she has literally been the first for my everything. i tell her every thing first, and for a good reason too. i love, trust and completly adore her. she is my everrrathang!!!
today was good, i met new people. and got to know more people,on a personal scale.


i love the smell of marc jacobs daisy and edamame beans on a chilly, atumn day.
yesterday kimberly died her hair and she looks stunnin! i want to do something new with my hair, but my hair is still virgin hair.

i am comfortable with change.
if i could i would change schools.
i would miss so many people, but change is what keeps me going every day.
it's not that i cannot commit, its just that i have an open mind. that is all.

love always
PKILLAH

fuck

i publisized my blog -_-
sheetit meng.
most of its really mushy bull crap.
its mainly how i feel at that particular point in time
if i get any crap
bam!
its gone.

oktober love

this month has been so good to me

the passing of my sixteenth birthday, brought happiness and laughter into my life.every thing i wanted i got.
for once!
jeeze, i was getting tired of toiletries for my birthday.
kaka, the love of my life stayed over for the whole weekend! it was an amazing time.
>my party was phenomenal. i had a "food baby!"
my outfit was stunnin!! it a habit of mine.
hahah im so clever.
im beginning to love my own quirks, my imperfections.
i want to find someone who love me no matter what i look like.
when im fat
when im hairy
when im being a grouch.


im against the whole "commitment in high school" 
long term relationships and issh. 
but that is what is always in the back of my head.
^^^^^^^^
mushymushymushy
eeeeaacckkk!


saturday night live has really changed my out look on life.
i am in love with the show.
i want to be on SNL 
write for it, 
or just be in the studio.
comedy is a door i can open in the future.


photography is another door for me.
i just recived my Diana F+
its a lomo<3333
i am in love with sight, it should take me far.


right now i can hear the water fountain, while the sun leaks through the wooden blinds i am content.


there is something more for me out there.
i can feel it. 
i just need to get off my fat ass and nurture all of my talents.


right now i am feeling the need for something more.
i can do better.
and i want it.
goals, dream whatever you wanna call em'
they are attainable.


thank you to all who has made my life soo much sweeter!

oh yeah

i have no texting!
I'm glad.
it couldn't have come at a better time:D

<3 PKILLAH

i knew it..

hahaha.
boys
"just for him, none for me."

but i am so thankful that i have Kim papa in my life right now!
she is the shit!
last night was horrible,
i cried myself to sleep.
but today was a daze, like most days after something bad happens.
funny thing is i saw him today.
while in the car.
the same spot as i did last time
on our opposite ways home from school.
i wonder if he saw me?!
whatever
no boys no more no more no more.
well maybe not. but ill see who and what comes up. i really had my heart on going to homecoming. but that was ruined too.

on the positive side, school is going great! And my birthday is coming up!!
October 19Th babbby.
haha I'm so lad I'm not the person who holds grudges
or hates on people. that's just not me, I'm pretty chill and genuine.
i miss my gay friend ileanbuttcheaks.
lol.


no worries no cry.
hey little darling don't shed no tears.

<3 PKILLAH