oktober love

this month has been so good to me

the passing of my sixteenth birthday, brought happiness and laughter into my life.every thing i wanted i got.
for once!
jeeze, i was getting tired of toiletries for my birthday.
kaka, the love of my life stayed over for the whole weekend! it was an amazing time.
>my party was phenomenal. i had a "food baby!"
my outfit was stunnin!! it a habit of mine.
hahah im so clever.
im beginning to love my own quirks, my imperfections.
i want to find someone who love me no matter what i look like.
when im fat
when im hairy
when im being a grouch.


im against the whole "commitment in high school" 
long term relationships and issh. 
but that is what is always in the back of my head.
^^^^^^^^
mushymushymushy
eeeeaacckkk!


saturday night live has really changed my out look on life.
i am in love with the show.
i want to be on SNL 
write for it, 
or just be in the studio.
comedy is a door i can open in the future.


photography is another door for me.
i just recived my Diana F+
its a lomo<3333
i am in love with sight, it should take me far.


right now i can hear the water fountain, while the sun leaks through the wooden blinds i am content.


there is something more for me out there.
i can feel it. 
i just need to get off my fat ass and nurture all of my talents.


right now i am feeling the need for something more.
i can do better.
and i want it.
goals, dream whatever you wanna call em'
they are attainable.


thank you to all who has made my life soo much sweeter!