Fuck friends man.
i cant trust anyone any more....
only the ones that have proved themselves trustworthy
can be kept.
but the rest... why try?
i always envision myself wondering from place to place.
but i am completely happy with this wondering.
i wish i could start off new somewhere else. a high school close to home.
if those schools are roosevelt in corona or, SAE in pomona; or wherever....
i don't care. but i really want to attend a school i feel normal at.
where i can walk to school, to do after school things.
hang out with my friends everyday after school....
i want to live normal but not be normal.
ever since third grade i have been deprived of the privilege.
one of my greatest strengths is being comfortable with change.
and when i am in a routine, i go into this downward spiral.
as in past blogs can show.
i would hurt so many friends if i just left.
but i don't need people in the way and my family would prosper over this decision.
don't worry about me, i find truth and happiness in everything.
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